โIโve been had.โ
The final trump card hidden until the very end. The poisoned dagger that Garland and Elon had concealed to the last had struck true.
Red could not even breathe amid the white-hot flames burning from within, thrashing like a dog set ablaze.
Not only the human flesh but even the silver owl standing dumbly on two legs could not steady itself, flapping its wings and raging wildly.
In the end, this too would passโit was merely dying embers to be extinguished. Yet the crucial point was that Red Stone had not yet fully claimed Hokhmaโs divinity as his own.
โAaagh! Uwaaaagh!!โ
The more he thrashed in agony, the faster the colosseum collapsed, and stones relentlessly rained down, threatening the โhuman fleshโ that had not yet escaped the underground.
As Elonโs fire burned from โwithin,โ Red was simultaneously crushed into pulp beneath a massive boulder.
Even if his body was shattered or mangled by such things now, it would not lead to โdeath.โ
Still, maintaining the human flesh was important for a while longer.
Elonโs fire was prying apart the bond between Red and Hokhma from the inside.
If he failed to respond properly in these initial moments, his soulโstill closer to mortalโwould lose its power and meet a pitiful end like any other mortal.
Such an outcome was utterly unacceptable, no matter what.
Enduring the pain, Red forcibly straightened his posture and gathered his wits.
As Hokhmaโs power gradually suppressed the flames, the instinct that endlessly craved human souls spurred him on. He was starving.
โHeh heh… Hahahaha…โ
At the end of the pain, in the midst of hunger, Red let out a mad laugh as he finally extinguished Elonโs remnants.
Am I Hokhma, or is Hokhma me? Which takes precedence? Such philosophical questions held no importance against the immediate hunger.
Any soul would do. Even low-grade emotions reeking of rot, disgusting to put in his mouth, would suffice. Anything to sate this โmaddeningโ starvation…
Unable to bear the hunger, Red focused on finding the soul that would grant him the greatest satisfaction.
Only the dying and tasteless remained in the colosseum.
Merely inhaling deeply as the silver owl was enough to suck in their bland souls without issue. But it was not enough.
โ…Found it!โ
Transferring his consciousness to the still-intact body of Hokhma, Red detected the most familiar, intriguing, and exquisitely delicious soul among those trying to flee the colosseum.
โAh, my beloved children. Where are you hurrying off to?โ
The world seen through Hokhmaโs eyes appeared so small and quaint!
Redron struggling to board the carriage pulled by a frothing, tethered horse unable to flee, and Annabella standing pitifully beside him, unable to decide on anythingโthey looked like finely crafted toys. And the gift from an old friend as well.
Through the eyes of a god, he could even see the โstateโ of the child still tormenting its mother, refusing to be born.
Ah, poor thing. I shall free you from this futile suffering… Like an owl, Red extended his beak toward his โbelovedโ children.
โ…?โ
But his attempt was blocked. Annabella had used the goddessโs shadow to conceal them and vanish.
Left with only a crater in the plaza from his frustrated peck, Red irritably searched for the goddessโs shadow.
A godโs power sees what mortals cannot dare to perceive. His prey, reappearing not far away in the city streets, was scurrying in panic.
Ah, how adorable… But he could no longer enjoy warm feelings while watching them. The horrific hungerโshuttling between mortal and godโrepeatedly urged him to suck in his childrenโs souls.
He looked at Annabella once more through the silver owlโs eyes. Just as Garland had been Elonโs proxy, Annabella was Nyxโs proxy and champion, the holy knight of the goddess of night.
It was ultimately a game of tag that would end with her capture, but repeatedly escaping him through the goddessโs shadow was exceedingly irritating.
In that case… I suppose I must deal with Annabella first.
โAnabella, my daughter. Die for your father, as your mother did.โ
โAnabella, my daughter. Die for your father, as your mother did.โ
Now she would finally be caught. Red had come to understand how to wield the true power of Hokhma, who once wandered the Milky Way in the night sky.
At the same time, possessing such powerโholding the eternally vibrating, sparkling power of the starsโyet never once glancing at his loyal followers, Hokhma seemed all the more incomprehensible.
What a foolish, pathetic, listless, and apathetic god… Red extended his handโhis wingโand tore at Annabellaโs shadow.
He heard the scream of the goddess Nyx along with her holy knight. And that pleased him.
…
Seen through starry eyes, Annabella, Redron, and the tailed female whose name he could not even recall seemed to know what was about to befall them.
Watching Annabellaโstripped of the goddessโs power, her clothes and armor torn to rags, exposing her near-naked form without shameโher dead mother briefly flashed through his mind but was immediately forgotten.
There was no reason left to cling to memories or ties from when he was still human. His โbeloved childrenโ were now in despair, voluntarily repeating the pain of their impending death endlessly in fleeting moments.
Ah, what a sweet moment of predation… Red opened his beakโhis mouth.
โWhat flavor will it have? Garland-Elon resisted me until the moment he was devoured. I cannot be fooled again. Annabella, Nyx. Whatever trick you pull, I am already prepared.โ
Red was fully prepared for any scheme the goddess might attempt.
As an appetizer, he would first swallow his beloved son, then Annabella, and for dessert, the tailed femaleโwho would survive only to writhe in despair until she could bear it no longer and breathed her last.
Order is important in a full-course meal. The massive silver owlโs beak turned first toward Redron.
A foolish, incompetent son who had only ever caused trouble, never regarded as a proper heir… yet now, in the end, he would offer his father the ultimate filial piety.
โWhat came from me naturally returns to me… Huh? Aagh?!โ
โHoo! Hoo!โ
With his beakโhis mouthโstill open, Red suddenly twisted in agony from unexpected pain.
Blood poured from the human flesh, and the stars forming the silver owlโs divine body lost their light and dimmed.
Only a god can threaten a god… Gritting his teeth at the unforeseen arrival of another godโs proxy, Red snarled.
โDisgusting tailed beast…!โ
โHoo! Hooo! Hoo hoo hoo hoo!โ
His mouth seemed twisted. In truth, the silver owlโs hard beak bent. Red-Hokhma glared with eyes of black stars at the proxy of another god standing before his โprey.โ
โSurabar…!โ
The gladiator mercenary from Mosul. A lowly tailed beast dared stand before a god.
โDeath is not an end but a new beginning. For devout people like us, it is also a very comfortable, cozy, guaranteed retirement. As your senior who died first, let me say this, Sir Paramir: staying in Elonโs garden, forgetting the affairs of life and living in peace, is not a bad choice at all. Did you know? The fish here are all exquisite. And thatโs not allโyou could enjoy tea time with me, or ride that large, magnificent-antlered deer and roam around. If you wish, you could occasionally lend strength to Lord Elon in various holy tasks. What could be more splendid and sacred than this? I strongly recommend staying here.โ
โYouโre not even a salesman, yet pushing matters of life and death so forcefullyโI donโt know how to respond, Priest Moriah.โ
โHmm. Of course, I am well aware of the weight carried by the word โdeath.โ But in the end, do we not all return to Elonโs embrace? It is merely a matter of sooner or later. Ah, yes. There is a friend who arrived before meโsomeone you know as well. Shall we go meet him?โ
โWho could that be?โ
It was absurd. In this stateโneither fully dead nor alive, like a cat in a boxโPriest Moriah kept pressing โconfirmedโ death upon me.
He was even urging me to meet someone I knew who had apparently died without my knowledge.
Outrageous! I was speechless. This wasnโt black comedy. Is death a joke?
In any case, seeing him (supposedly) dead yet living so comfortably in the afterlife (though according to Priest Moriah, I was not fully dead yet) gave me a strangely mixed feeling.
Seeing a dead person thriving in the hereafterโshould I rejoice with, โHaha, that fellow was so devout in life, and sure enough, heโs got a great retirement(?) now. That lucky bastard! Living easy all by himself?โ Or should I offer somber condolences for the fact of his death? It was truly hard to decide.
In any case, since the person himself was enjoying the current situation, perhaps it was best to simply congratulate him as he wished (setting aside whether that was truly his wish).
…I donโt know. Itโs difficultโtoo difficult! I thought pondering death was still far off!
โPriest Moriah? You said youโd let me meet someone both you and I know, but no one comes to mind. And I keep feeling like I shouldnโt stay here too long… Wouldnโt it be better to go back? If what you said is true, Iโm not โdeadโ yet, right? I still want to live more. If Iโm going to die anyway, couldnโt I live a bit longerโquite a bit longerโand come later?โ
โHaha, no need to rush. You can return anytime. Wouldnโt it be better to meet your brother first and then go back?โ
โSo who exactly is this person…โ
The scenery I had been enjoying changed in the blink of an eyeโbefore I could even close and open them, before this โswordmasterโ could properly appreciate โtea time.โ
When I came to my senses, we were already standing. Priest Moriah and I were before a temple of Elon… The Elon Sectโs temple in Mosul?
Seeing the familiar temple again left me dumbfounded.
โThis is the place, is it not? Though you never used it yourself, I recall you visited several times to watch your mercenary comrades receive treatment.โ
โ…Yes, youโre right, Priest. I remember coming here…โ
โLet us go in, Sir Paramir. A very important person is waiting anxiously for you.โ
I followed Priest Moriah into the temple.
The exterior of Elonโs temple looked down upon people with solemn majesty, but the atmosphere reversed upon entering. Blackened scorch marks from fire spread across the entire building, and dark, discolored bloodstains caught the eye everywhere.
Yet there was no one around. We walked silently through the labyrinthine interior of the temple.
โHere we are.โ
In the end, we reached the end.
It had not been a long walk, yet it felt suffocating, as though months had passed… Probably just my imagination?
Priest Moriah stood before a door blackened with soot and painted in human blood. He lightly knocked twice with the back of his hand. Though I did not know who was inside, I sensed a human presence.
โArenโt you coming in, Priest Moriah?โ
โAh, I am fine. The brother inside wishes to meet you alone. I will wait here.โ
โ…Understood.โ
Suspicious. Extremely, extremely suspicious. Yet I could not shake the feeling that I had come too far to probe further. Even if I asked who it was, Priest Moriah would not answer with his own mouth.
In the end, I stood alone before the door. As if I should not even peek inside, our devout priest of Elon turned his back and began whistling idly.
…
Sighing, I opened the door. The massive gate-like door swung open without resistance.
โYouโve come, Paramir.โ
Thud. Someone closed a book, stood from their seat, and greeted me warmly. The moment I saw him, I froze.
โI have been waiting for you.โ
Maximilian spread his arms to welcome me. I embraced him in return. But I could not bicker or joke with him as always.
The instant I saw Maximilian, I frozeโand there was good reason for it.
โI am truly glad to see you with my own eyesโthough they see nothing, I can clearly perceive the expression on your face, brother.โ
Maximilian. My dear branch leader…
His eyes had been gouged out, containing only deep darkness.