In elementary school, Sihoo stumbled upon a theft.
He saw Hwijun, a classmate, slipping a wallet from another friendโs bag.
โHwijun, you should return that wallet,โ Sihoo said quietly.
โYou! Snitch, and Iโll make you regret it. Get lost, punk,โ Hwijun spat, his words sharp with venom.
Sihooโs calm words were met with verbal assault. โMe? Why should I leave? Itโs not me! Sihooโs framing me!โ Hwijunโs brazen denial left Sihoo speechless.
โWhatโs framing about telling the truth?โ Sihoo muttered.
โGot proof? Huh?โ Hwijun sneered.
Sihoo froze. The word โproofโ silenced him.
โI thought words would be enoughโฆ but proof?โ he thought, biting his lip, glancing at the friend who lost the wallet. They looked away, avoiding his gaze. No one around believed Sihooโs story.
After that, Hwijun marked Sihoo. The incident sparked a slow, creeping ostracism. At first, Sihoo brushed it off. Itโs fine. Iโll be done with elementary school soon and never see him again.
But at the middle school entrance ceremony, as Sihoo stepped into his assigned classroom, there sat Hwijun.
โYo, Kang Sihoo! Same class, huh?โ Hwijun grinned, flanked by the same kids from elementary school. โLetโs get along, yeah?โ
Sihoo had hoped graduating elementary school would free him from Hwijun. A naive thought, a delusion. Being in the same school, the same class, led to one outcome: isolation from his peers. Ostracism escalated into school bullying.
Among kids, he was shunned. At home, only cold air greeted him. He didnโt want to tell his parentsโdidnโt want to worry them. His mother, a nurse in the ICU at a university hospital, had irregular shifts. His father, a clinical pathologist, had a schedule that rarely aligned with hers. Since starting middle school, the bullyingโthe โking of outcastsโ labelโgnawed at him. He knew if his parents learned of it, their hearts would ache.
Sighing, Sihoo trudged home after school.
Creak.
He opened the front gate, stepping into the courtyard. The aroma of food wafted through the house, accompanied by the clatter of kitchen sounds.
โMom?โ Sihoo called.
โOh, son, youโre home!โ his mother replied.
Glancing at the living room clock, then at his motherโs face, Sihoo started, โWhy are you soโฆโ
โEarly?โ she finished, reading his expression. โMy shift replacement came early, so I got home to eat with my boy.โ
Relief washed over Sihoo. He stood, gazing at his mother in the kitchen.
โCome wash your hands!โ she urged.
Her words nearly brought tears to his eyes. He quickly washed and sat at the table.
Bubble, bubble.
A steaming clay pot was set before himโrich, savory doenjang jjigae. The modest spread included scrambled eggs, gochujang pickles, and a few side dishes. Sihoo lifted his spoon, scooping a mouthful of the stew.
โAhh,โ he sighed, the warmth and hearty flavor swirling in his mouth. As it slid down his throat, a gentle wave of calm washed over his heart. His eyes misted, the dayโs school troubles fading. The warmth, the comfortโit melted his exhaustion.
โSon, eat slowly. Is it good?โ his mother asked.
Sihoo nodded, hiding the moisture in his eyes. The wounds of bullying and isolation began to heal, soothed by the meal. His spoon and chopsticks moved slowly at first, then quickened. His throat tightened. His motherโs cooking was a balm, seeping into the scars of his heart.
Realizing his motherโs warm food could mend his heart, cooking became Sihooโs sole hobby. At first, it was purely to help his busy mother.
In the fall of his third year of middle school, Sihoo was preparing dinner.
โDadโs home!โ his father announced.
Sihoo stepped out from the kitchen. โWelcome back!โ
The house was filled with the aroma of kimchi jjigae. His father sniffed the air and grinned. โWhatโs that smell?โ
โI made kimchi jjigae,โ Sihoo said.
โReally? Letโs eat together.โ
โOkay, Iโll scoop the rice.โ
Sihoo sat across from his father at the table. His father took a bite of the jjigae, eyes widening. โYou made this? Not store-bought?โ
Sihoo shook his head.
His fatherโs genuine amazement spilled out. โWow, our sonโs a chef! This could be sold at a restaurant!โ
The table held simple dishes: kimchi jjigae, scrambled eggs, and his motherโs leaf-wrapped pickles. Sihoo had made the jjigae and eggs.
โMan, this is amazing, Sihoo. I should come home early to eat your cooking!โ his father said.
Creak.
โIโm home!โ his mother called.
โMomโs here,โ his father said.
Sihoo stood, scooping another bowl of rice and setting out a spoon, jjigae, and white rice for her.
โWhatโs this?โ his mother asked, stepping to the table.
โHoney, Sihoo made kimchi jjigae, and itโs incredible. Wash up and try it!โ his father urged.
His mother sat, tasting a spoonful. Her eyes rounded. โSihoo, did you buy this?โ
โNo, I cooked it,โ he replied.
โHoney, I told you, itโs amazing, right?โ his father said.
Nodding, his motherโs eyes softened as she looked at Sihoo. โYou really made this? Really?โ
Sihoo nodded shyly.
Her admiration burst forth. โWow, our sonโs a better cook than me! Howโs your touch so perfect?โ
โSeriously, itโs delicious from the first bite,โ his father added.
They devoured Sihooโs jjigae and eggs with gusto. โWhen did our son get this good?โ his mother marveled.
โTruly delicious, Sihoo,โ his father said.
Their smiles erased Sihooโs emotional fatigue. A warm, fuzzy feeling bloomed in his chestโhappiness, if he had to name it. That day, Sihoo felt happiness vividly for the first time.
โYouโre a natural, son. You could open a restaurant!โ his father said.
โReally, itโs amazing. Our sonโs the best!โ his mother added.
Their words lingered in his mind. That dayโs happiness, unforgettable. The sight of them savoring his foodโฆ
After middle school, Sihoo enrolled in a culinary vocational high school, eager to hone his cooking skills. None of his middle or elementary school peers followed him there, a small relief.
From his first year, Sihoo stood out in culinary classes.
โWhatโs with that guy? Howโs he prepping ingredients so fast?โ classmates whispered.
โWow, is he human? Heโs acing Korean cuisine!โ another said.
After a Korean cooking class, the instructor called him over. โSihoo, ever thought about entering a cooking competition?โ
โA competition?โ Sihoo asked, hesitant.
โI think youโd win a prize,โ the teacher encouraged.
Heโd heard no first-year had ever won a competition. Anxiety and nerves swirled, but this was different from the bullying days. It was bolstered by his parentsโ belief in him, a unique kind of confidence.
Sihoo entered the high school Korean cooking competition and, unsurprisingly, won. He continued to dominate the Korean cuisine category, sweeping awards. His skill became unmatched in the schoolโs Korean food division. Even Korean culinary masters took notice.
Cooking fueled his growing talent, but his true joy came when his parents savored his dishes. His greatest delight was preparing home-cooked meals. When his parents came home late, heโd set the table neatly. Even at midnight or dawn, they ate with relish. Seeing clean plates filled Sihoo with pride and an indescribable warmth.
For their birthdays, Sihoo cooked, their joy mirroring his own pride.
During his third-year summer break, Sihooโs curiosity turned beyond Korean cuisine. Korean foodโs great, but I want to learn other dishes tooโฆ
His reason was simple: he wanted to cook approachable dishes for those close to him, not just Korean food. โI want to make tonkatsu, pasta, pizza for my parents,โ he thought, his heart always with them.
As a minor, with his parentsโ consent, Sihoo headed to a diner near a university, close to home. It was a well-known spot in the area, and heโd enjoyed their food when eating alone at night.
At the diner, 56804, owner Yoon Kanghoon greeted him. With a clean appearance and a low, warm voice, he asked, โYouโre a third-year?โ
โYes,โ Sihoo replied, handing over his documents.
Kanghoon scanned the resume. โLetโs seeโฆ Korean cuisine certification, and a cooking competition win?!โ
He let out a whistle. โYouโve got all these awards?โ
โJustโฆ yeah,โ Sihoo mumbled.
Kanghoonโs eyes softened, impressed. This kidโs got skill and a spark.
He approved Sihooโs part-time job. โStart tomorrow. Twelve thousand won per hour.โ
โThank you!โ Sihoo bowed, a small smile tugging at his lips. Iโll learn here and cook delicious things for my parents.
At 56804, Sihoo began his part-time job. During the summer, he learned much: customer service from Hayoonโs guests, phrases to say when serving food, and the dinerโs warm atmosphere, which he loved.
Yoon Kanghoon, the owner, insisted on being called โhyungโ and treated Sihoo kindly. His food was heartfelt, warming, reminiscent of Sihooโs motherโs cooking from middle school. The first bite nearly brought tears.
Sihoo decided, I want to intern here.
After summer break, he handed Kanghoon an envelope from his culinary high schoolโa request for an internship. Kanghoon stamped it with approval.
Sihoo felt those simple, happy days would last forever.
If only that incident hadnโt happenedโฆ