Should I poke his cheek? Or carefully touch Gu Fan’s beautiful hand?
Because there was a wool carpet laid out in front of the sofa, kneeling on it didn’t make my knees hurt much, and the thick black stockings also gave some protection.
I could even straighten my back and admire Gu Fan’s completely defenseless figure from a closer distance.
There were simply too many things about Gu Fan that attracted me, which made me conflicted—I didn’t know where to start, which would be the best, or which would be the most worthy of this rare opportunity.
To be honest, what I really wanted was to take advantage of Gu Fan’s inability to resist and kiss him. I had already been longing for a kiss with Gu Fan for a long time.
But more than that, I hoped that our first kiss would be one where Gu Fan would take the initiative to hold me in his arms, with blazing eyes and restless hands to deal with me—not just lips pressed against lips.
So if I temporarily rule out kissing, then the clearest point of attraction for me was Gu Fan’s… um, that was too indecent, and it could easily get out of hand, so it was better to eliminate that option as well.
My thoughts tangled together like a ball of yarn messed up by a cat—chaotic and messy.
Annoyed, I tugged at my cat ears. The restless heat echoing in my chest had grown so dense it was about to solidify.
Ahhh, if I keep hesitating any longer, Gu Fan is going to wake up!
My eyes quickly scanned over Gu Fan’s body. Each part I looked at stirred a little interest, and to stop myself from being caught in this endless cycle, I simply shut my eyes, leaned down, and let my subconscious control my body.
“Mm~”
My lips enveloped… the slightly firm cartilage, and my tongue, with its fleshy barbs, teased it a few times. Through the sensitive touch of my tongue, I confirmed its outline—it was Gu Fan’s Adam’s apple…
So embarrassing… But since I’d already done it, pulling back too quickly would feel like such a waste. So, I indulged my desires, gently sucking a few more times.
Because I leaned forward too much, the two mounds on my chest pressed against Gu Fan’s arm. I quickly sensed his body tremble slightly, as if he’d been awakened by my licking?
Oh no, I need to retreat fast! If Gu Fan saw me behaving so perversely, he’d definitely despise me!
No matter how reluctant I was, I forced my body to pull back. Though I was anxious to withdraw, my movements were subtle—I didn’t want to make any noise that would alert Gu Fan.
But… just when I thought Gu Fan hadn’t fully woken up, he suddenly opened his eyes.
His amber eyes, veiled with a misty haze, pierced through his dense eyelashes like the dawn’s sunlight, shining straight into my heart, leaving me momentarily dazed.
When my consciousness snapped back to reality, I realized I was already caught in a strong arm, my cheek pressed tightly against Gu Fan’s chest.
I could hear the powerful “thump, thump” of his heartbeat. My cat ears weren’t spared either—Gu Fan, as if deliberately teasing me, gently bit the tip of one of them.
“Meow!”
The tips of my cat ears are rich with nerve endings, and Gu Fan’s precise pressure pushed them to their limit.
A thrilling jolt shot through my throat, and before my mind could process the sensation, my mouth had already let out a cry.
My heart felt like it was being jolted by waves of electricity, causing me to uncontrollably blurt out my true thoughts.
“Teasing…? This is punishment—”
Perhaps because he had just woken up, Gu Fan’s voice sounded a bit hoarse. Unlike his usual gentle tone, his expression was calm, like an undisturbed lake, with his lips set in a straight line and a faint trace of alcohol lingering around his nose.
This stark contrast made it seem as though Gu Fan’s demeanor had grown much colder.
I had never seen Gu Fan like this before, and for a moment, I was lost in a daze. My body instinctively shrank back in fear, but I still couldn’t escape his embrace.
Gu Fan lowered his gaze, locking eyes with me, my face clearly showing my urge to retreat.
“Why are you scared? You’re the one who did something bad first, Zhinian.”
“…I’m sorry, I… it was just an accident.”
Kissing my childhood friend’s Adam’s apple, even teasing and licking it—anyone normal would find that outrageous, right?
Gu Fan didn’t push me away immediately or angrily lash out at me. Instead, he firmly held me in his arms, leaving me unsure whether he was actually angry or not.
I had initially wanted to come up with an excuse to brush off this embarrassing situation. But… my brain wasn’t exactly cooperating.
I couldn’t just say I saw sweet honey on Gu Fan’s Adam’s apple and, like a greedy glutton, climbed up to lick it… That would make things even weirder!
A whirlwind of negative emotions swirled together, forming a storm that swept through my mind.
My mind was completely blank, unable to think. All I could do was quietly rest against Gu Fan’s chest, listening to his heartbeat to calm my own racing heart.
A faint exhale brushed past, teasing my sensitive cat ears with the subtle airflow, causing them to twitch itchily a few times.
My dazed consciousness jolted, and my body shivered sharply.
Trembling, I cautiously lifted my head and noticed that Gu Fan had closed his eyes again. The arms holding me had also loosened considerably.
Huh… he fell back asleep? Is he really asleep? Maybe it’s the lingering effects of drinking too much last night?
Though I was puzzled about why Gu Fan had fallen back asleep, the situation clearly presented my last chance to escape. If I didn’t seize it, Gu Fan would surely punish me.
I slowed my movements, carefully slipping out of Gu Fan’s embrace. The warm, sun-like heat left my chest, back, and neck, and a faint reluctance stirred in my heart.
There’d be plenty of chances to cuddle with Gu Fan in the future. For now, I needed to protect my reputation—I didn’t want to be labeled a perverse cat girl by him.
“Ha~ Ha~”
After successfully escaping, I plopped down onto the floor, panting in relief. Only then did I notice the thin layer of cold sweat on my forehead and back.
What a mess… I almost got caught red-handed just for trying to steal a kiss from Gu Fan. And I still wasn’t sure if he’d remember what just happened. If he wakes up and recalls it… then I’m done for!
I’m done for!!!
Ugh, if only I hadn’t been so greedy. I’m such a foolish woman, letting my desires cloud my judgment. I deserve not to have Gu Fan’s love.
Frustrated, I smacked my head a few times and, filled with resentment, quietly slipped out of the room.
Whatever! I’ll go greet Gu Fan’s mom first and thank her for letting me stay over.
Then… I’ll look for a chance to sneak away. If Gu Fan wakes up and doesn’t see me, maybe he’ll think it was all just a dream?