Chapter 12: A Bizarre World

The first time she was forced, things hadn’t been like this.

At the time, she felt as if the sky was falling. 

She even felt a sense of despair, as if she just wanted to die.

But after only a few days, when she was forced down for the second time, she found that aside from being angry, she didn’t think it was that big of a deal.

‘Why is this?’

‘Is it because she’s so gentle with me? Or because she’s always taking care of me? Have I developed feelings for her?’

‘But I’m clearly unwilling…’

Xing Lian was completely baffled, but she soon stopped dwelling on it.

It wasn’t because she had figured it out, but because while she was thinking, someone started getting handsy with her again.

“What are you trying to do?”

Feeling the hot hand on her waist, Xing Lian angrily slapped it away. 

She bit her lip and let out a huff of annoyance.

“Don’t you already know what I want to do? I want to…”

Hearing Fei’s words, Xing Lian’s face turned red instantly.

‘How is she always saying such lewd things?’ 

They had just finished, yet she actually wanted more.

Worried she would die of dehydration, Xing Lian hurriedly changed the subject.

“No, you don’t. I’m exhausted, and it’s still broad daylight…”

“What does it being daytime matter? I…”

As Fei spoke, she tried to press down on her again.

Xing Lian panicked and raised her hand to cover Fei’s mouth.

‘I won’t listen, I don’t want to hear it!’

Interrupting her “spellcasting,” Xing Lian continued, “Let’s just chat.”

“I’ve always lived deep in the mountains, so I don’t know much about the outside world. Can you tell me about it?”

“Of course I can.”

Seeing how panicked Xing Lian was, Fei knew she really didn’t want to. 

She let out a silent sigh and nodded helplessly.

Fei knew about Xing Lian’s background.

She thought she was just a simple girl from the country who hadn’t seen much of the world, so she explained everything in great detail.

As she listened to the story, Xing Lian’s mouth drifted wider and wider.

Her original intention in asking about the world was just to divert the conversation. 

However, once she heard everything, she realized this world was incredibly bizarre.

She knew Fei could freely change forms and use magical abilities, so she had assumed this was a typical fantasy world of swords and magic. 

She never expected the truth to be even more ridiculous.

This world had no humans and no men. 

Everyone was a girl, and they were all monster girls.

Because everyone was the same gender, there was no need for social taboos. 

This led to a very thin concept of chastity and extremely open views on sex.

Some people would even start doing… things in the grass by the side of the road while they were in the middle of a conversation.

Beautiful girls were in great danger when they went outside. 

If they didn’t have the power to protect themselves, they could easily be knocked unconscious and taken back to a nest to be kept as a plaything.

When Xing Lian heard this, her eyes blinked. 

She felt a strong sense of deja vu.

‘Knocked unconscious and taken back to a nest?’

Thinking back on her own experience, it seemed Fei was talking about her.

Xing Lian felt extremely uneasy.

She was blind and didn’t know what she looked like now, but she probably wasn’t ugly. 

In fact, she might be very beautiful; otherwise, this person wouldn’t keep bullying her like this.

Xing Lian was just an ordinary person, so having a beautiful face naturally made her happy.

However, in a fantasy world with such terrible social norms, being beautiful didn’t seem like a good thing.

Her body was weak, and she might not even be able to beat a cat. 

Wouldn’t she be bullied to death by others?

What should she do? 

What could she do? 

She didn’t want to be kept in a cave forever.

If Fei eventually grew bored of her, or if she was lucky enough to escape, how was she supposed to live on her own?

Relying on physical strength to protect herself was completely impossible. 

She could only work on other aspects.

‘If I had been in my past life, I could have dressed as a man to avoid being bullied. But there are no men in this world, so what am I supposed to do?’

“Since everyone is a girl, how do you distinguish between men and—no, I mean, who is the top and who is the bottom?”

‘Men and women?’

‘Top and bottom?’

Fei didn’t understand the meaning of “men and women,” but she understood “top and bottom.”

Who was above and who was below, the one bullying and the one being bullied—that was likely what she was asking.

“It’s very simple. The strong are the tops, and the weak are the bottoms.”

Fei’s matter-of-fact words made Xing Lian feel incredibly stifled.

It seemed that disguising herself as a man was impossible. 

How was she supposed to survive alone?

And…

‘Since the strong are tops and the weak are bottoms, is it because I’m always going to be the one getting bullied?’

“This is so unfair.”

Xing Lian bit her lip, feeling very depressed. 

However, it wasn’t long before she shook it off and became curious about something else.

This world had no men, only girls. 

How did girls have children with each other?

Xing Lian wanted to ask but didn’t dare. 

She was worried that if she asked, this person would make her have one.

Even though she didn’t care whether she was a man or a woman and had easily accepted the fact that she was being bullied, she couldn’t accept having a child. 

Just thinking about it made her feel terrified.

But…

She had already been bullied twice, and each time lasted so long. 

She was the one being pinned down every time. 

Did this person use protection?

If they hadn’t, was there already something in her belly? 

If there was a child, would she have to give birth? 

She was still a child herself; how could she possibly have a baby?

Xing Lian rubbed her lower abdomen, her mind filled with wild thoughts.

Fei didn’t know she was thinking so much. 

Seeing her dazed, she saw an opportunity and pounced directly onto her.

“Mmph, let go of me!”

“I won’t!”

“You… mmph…”

The rest of her words were smothered.

Fei kissed Xing Lian’s lips and continued the business they hadn’t finished earlier.

***

On this day, Xing Lian was both in pain and happy.

She ate delicious food and experienced the joy of being meticulously served, but her body was also ruthlessly ravaged. 

The pain left her eyes misty with tears.

During their first encounter, Fei had been clumsy and heavy-handed, leaving Xing Lian unable to get up for several days. 

This had resulted in Fei being able to look but not touch, nearly dying from frustration.

This time, Fei was much more careful and wouldn’t make the same mistake easily.

Even though she wasn’t satisfied yet, she forced herself to endure. 

She pulled away before Xing Lian reached her limit, ensuring she didn’t suffer much harm.

Xing Lian was happy at first, but she soon realized this wasn’t necessarily a good thing for her.

Because her body wasn’t injured, she was bullied every single day. 

Regardless of whether it was day or night, she could be pushed down anytime and anywhere.

Xing Lian was absolutely miserable.

Although she liked that sort of thing too, they couldn’t do it constantly. 

Every day consisted of nothing but eating, sleeping, and being bullied. 

She couldn’t do anything else. 

She was going to go stir-crazy.

Fortunately, Fei had some sense of restraint. 

After bullying her for several days in a row, she felt she had been a bit excessive and gave her some time to rest.

However, after only one day of rest, Fei couldn’t hold back anymore, and her old habits resurfaced.

And so, they ate, slept, were bullied, and then ate and slept again…

The cycle repeated, and one month passed.

During this month, Xing Lian had lost track of how many times she had been bullied.

From her initial nervousness and shyness to her later habituation, her body would subconsciously cooperate with Fei’s poses. 

She felt as though her entire being had been molded into her shape.

‘Lewd fox, she really is a lewd fox!’ Xing Lian cursed inwardly, though she also felt a bit of self-reproach.